18 hours

i dont know what you do there, i dont know what you feel there. you dont give me a message or anything else to make me know about you there.

if you angry or dont want to comunicate with me , its ok. no problem. but you must give me an explanation about that.

because i dont your reason.

message, telephone.

just these thing that we can use now. see?

in this time, i just wanna make you understand what i feel .

My AMAZING JESUS

i proud to be one of his children in this world.

i always give thanks in what he already give to me.

why? because He is good for me. He always make me feel comfort in my difficult life.

if i spent my time even just a minute, it could have a positive impact for me.

i always need HIM in my life. when i feel lonely, sad, or dissapointed with something or someone, He always beside me. He never leave me alone this world.

He know what i need before i call him. He have a planning for my future. 
i believe in HIM.

His plan for my future is surely really really amazing.

Because HE is MY AMAZING JESUS.

demi sesuap nasi

tragis sekali judulnya, namun itulah yang gue rasakan. Tepatnya, gue dan temen temen seperjuangan gue.

hahaha, susah emang yaa kalo lagi kelaperan dan lagi hujan hujan.

mana kantin udah nutup semua.

pertama, pencarian makanan di kantin teknik. jam udah menunjukkan pukul 15.45 pas gue ngajak temen temen untuk ke kantin. alhasil, sampe di kantin udah tutup lah yaa itu semua tempat makan.

padahal dah dibelain telat masuk pancasila, hehehe.

next, mencoba ke kantin arsi. walaupun bukan anak arsi,tapi demi SESUAP nasi (lebay) kami berpura sok jadi anak arsi , haha.

tapi, sama ajah ya, hasilnya kantin TUTUP. meeeen, susah banget deh yahh nyari makanan di jam 4an sore di teknik tuh, hadeeeeh.

mana pas mau balik ke kpft hujan semakin deras. dan kita memutuskan lewat kantek biar ga kena ujan.

pas di kantek.......

PENCERAHAN DATANG !

seperti ketemu oase di padang gurun. tapi bedanya kita ketemu tukang angkringan, hahah

gapapa lah yaa yang penting makan ! sip.

akhirnya langsung deh serbu makan yang ada di gerobak, walaupun ngga kenyang sing penting cacing gue udah tenangan dikit lahh yaaaa.

3000 dengan menu 1 bungkus nasi dan 4 gorengan. hemmm yummy :)

miss you

this song, i dedicate to you   

I'll be Missing You

Every day I wake up
I hope I'm dreaming
I can't believe this shit
Cant believe you ain't here
Sometimes it's just hard for a nigga to wake up
Its hard to just keep going
Its like I feel empty inside without you being here
I would do anything man, to bring you back
Id give all this shit, shit the whole knot
I saw your son today
He look just like you
You was the greatest
You'll always be the greatest
I miss you big
Cant wait till that day, when I see your face again
I can't wait till that day, when I see your face again...


Yeah... this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved (cmon, check it out)


Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hanging on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Cant imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death


Chorus:
Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
Ill be missing you
Thinking of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
Ill be missing you
I miss you big

Its kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smiling down (eheh)
Watching us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just can't define (cant define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Making hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone (cant believe you're gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you're life, after death


somebody tell me why


On that morning
When this life is over
I know
Ill see your face


Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take 

 every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day 

is a day that I get closer

to seeing you again

every step I take

we miss you big... and we wont stop
Every move I make, every single day 

cause we can't stop... that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day 

we miss you big

nonton harpot 7 betigaan

ASIK !

akhirnya kesampean juga gue nonton harry potter.
walaupun ngga sama pacar yang nun jauh di sana, yoweesss ra opo-opo, sing penting NONTON ! dari semua film harpot yang gue tonton, ini yang
THE MOST HAVE SEEN MOVIE of harry potter series
bagus banget, dapet banget sesuai dengan bayangan gue pas baca bukunya. bener deh ngga boong dan ngga melebih-lebihkan.

ohh yah tadi pas ngantri ada kejadian yang memalukan antara
GUE, UWIT, dan ILHAM. Pertama, pas lagi ngantri yang lumayan panjang, si UWIT yaaa tolong dia tiba tiba ngelangkah ke belakang, dan nginjek kaki embak embak yang di belakangnya. alhasil, embak nya itu juga nginjek orang dibelakang nya juga lahh yaaa.. gue dan ilham cuma KETAWA NGAKAK n pura pura NGGA KENAL :D

Next, pas kita udah sampe depan mau nentuin tempat duduk

emba tiket : " mau nonton apa mba?"

gue : " harry potter jam 12.45 untuk 3 orang ya "

emba tiket : " dimana mba duduk nya"

gue : " di sini mba" (sambil nunjuk tempat duduk)

ilham : " di sini aja mba yang atas nya " (sambil nunjuk tempat yang berbeda)

wit : " di sini aja deh mba " ( nunjuk ke tempat yang gue tunjuk)

emba tiket : " jadi dimana mba?" si emba tiket gue rasa mulai nahan sabar, dengan kursor mouse nya pindah2 ke dua tempat gue, wit, am berisik nentuin tempatnya..

akhirnya,,,

ilham : " di sini aja mba"

emba tiket : "ok, di sini ya" (tampang emba nya udah pengen nabok kita gue rasa itu)

maaf yah mbaaa :) hehehehe

tapi, emang yaa harpotnya itu keren banget gue aja mpe belain nahan pipis gara gara mau nonton mpe abis ngga kepotong. pokonya PERFECTO lah..
ngga sabar nunggu part dua nya deh
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